i just came back today but actually i shall had came back on monday but i drag it till today haha
when first thing i go back(still in the car)i keep telling them they very bad, they forget what was the special on last friday
haha
then my sis wish me then my brother
that day we went to a resturant to book table for father day
and order cake(know what, i know it the next day, all my best friends they also went to the same shop to order the father day cake!!!)
haha
later that late evening i keep telling them my second sis treat me badly because she say me that i did not comform the date, then i told them the whole story then they "ohhh"
"haa"
then i know that at that moment my second sis know that she was wrong for being mean to me
she did not say sorry even she know she wrong i know that very well
but i did not angry at her anymore
it really true that there is a phare it goes " xue nong yu sui in in english i think is blood thicker then water maybe not sure"
i felt so sad last saturday because i cause my nephew to fall
very sad i shall not "bao" him then ran, i shall hold his hand then run
i think it really my foult it really hurt me
i try my best to use my body to protect him le but it still too late, he also get hurt at his elbow
after that heavy fall, at night, i found my wist bone there quiet pain
it pain for days
actually, last friday, i really very suprise by my friends...
they told me they not coming to school
but when the lesson is over, and i was on my way to the front gate, they pull me in to the canteen and there was a small cake with candle on it
i was so so suprise i dun know that
THANK FRIENDS FOR THE GIFT AND EVERYTHINGS!!! LOVES YOU ALL!!!
During the days when i was at batam with my family, i really feel very relax and happy
i do not have the feelin that i felt when i'm here
i will always fell my time always not enough for me
but back there i felt i always have enough time for me
excapt the time for sleep because my nephew will always wake me up early in the morning(love him so cute)
before go i though i'm not going to stay for too long
but when there, i do not feel like coming back here
i want to be with them
my heart ache when i say good bye to them :..(
come back here again, facing all the problems or maybe running from problems again
it really tiring
anf it stress when i'm here i know i only left 118 or 119 from O lvl
i can't help myself to stop thinking about that
STRESS!!!
DAD,MUM,SISTERS,NEPHEWS & BROTHER I MISS YOU ALL
&
I LOVE YOU ALL
Miss you all so much even though only we just say good bye
an
19/6/08
12.28am
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