wow
i going back to batam soon... happy
i really miss them
my mum,my dad, my sisters, my brother(even though i not close with him and eveytime make me angry) my nephews and my friends
i really miss u all right now =(
but things does not go smoothly for me this a few days
trying to control but it still out of control
from that day i know about the thing even though i know it for months but, i know that i can't face her like last time i did
i can't act like last time, i can't be mostly ok
i know she know but she dunno why what the reasons
the gab is further, the knock is tighter...
i wish i could treat i did not know that but i can't
maybe my heart are not big and maybe i just simply very "xiao qi"
i do not aspect to be treat the same or even better but at least not like that
it maybe just a small thing who i believe many people will think so but for me is not ...
i hate it just who i am???
other things also had add on to this. look like i was the mean one, the bad one and the make ppl unhappy one
but do i really that kind of person???
what did i done wrong???
i tried not to be turn off but what for when i know who cares
confuse right now, dunno what to do, really effected...
thanks my cousins =) ( thx u for u all)[i wish to put u all the names but i think better not to put any names in blog]
thx for the gift i like it but maybe i will not always use the bag because i will only use it to put books to go study with friends
i may not use it to go out because i dun use that type of bag to go out le
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11/6/08
1.06am
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