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Y .Friday, May 30, 2008.

OH no no no!!!! my mood swing very fast now adays, i don't even know why!!!
i cn't control my mood... just could't
everythings seem like not going smoothly for me
why why why???
why these happen to me??? i mean how can they like these.

even thought this happen almost 1 month ago but i still feel the pain sometime.
i'm not trying to act kind or what but i just felt that i really affected by the china earthqueak, every time i watch the news about the earthqueak had causes so many children to die or injured, i felt my heart pain. i know this maybe nothing to do with me but i still could't controll my heart...i heard so many stories from the TV donation show that make me felt bad, felt sad how can it happen to them???
most of them still so so so small............
they haven lives enough yet...

from these disaster also, i find one very important thing for all of us... here may not struck by any nature disaster but we still need to treassure what we have around us like our family, friends,education and foods...
so many people esp children from other part of the world could't have enough foods. so i know that i cannot waste any foods that i have. hope all of you guys who had read these will treassure what we all have right now, don't take what we have for granted.


however, this is not the only reasons make me mood swing there are still other things that happen or i see make me feel so mood swing.
i really started to treassure what i have but do they really treassure me??? i'm very doubt about it......
i know very well that nothing in this world is equal, what you give away, you will not get back 100% and i also did not aspect it to be equal back for me too... but i do think why things are not equal???i cn't get ... maybe i just need to take more time to understand this cycle, this is the real sociality we all will end up in...
NOTHING IN THIS WORLD IS EQUAL...




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